Ites times like this where I’m grateful for my tumblr. I need somewhere to let it out. Even if I don’t say anything. Slamming on my keyboard with every letter I type just feels amazing. My mother. Drives. Me. Insane. I need to get out. And no it’s not cause I’m 16 and ill get over it. It’s because I’m tired of people pretending to understand just to get to you. I’m almost 17. “You still have one year before you’re 18”. Exactly. Think about that. I’ll be 18 and gone.
A kid in school committed suicide. I didn’t know him but it breaks my heart to know that someone can be driven to that point no matter how happy they seem. The entire school was broken. Everyone came together to remember him.
Then I find out someone who I consider to be a close friend has leukemia. That was like the last straw. After this emotional week, I feel like I just need to lay here, soak it all in and cry my eyes out.
I’m scared and I’m sad and I just can’t imagine this happening, either of those things happening to anyone so close to me.
Please God let things get better for these families, they need you a lot right now. Please help her to become totally cancer free and live a long life with everyone who loves her